empty frames;

Through it all, the tears and having nothing but my shadow, hoping, trusting, stuck on the edge of my seat, i finally feel whats real and i can now see, that chasing cars like the dog i am, building cities just to watch them to fall, this is all i really am, this is it, my life, my all, but lessons are learnt with every bit of hope broken and the faith left to drown, it is time to pick myself up from the dust, empty frames they haunt me as i search along the walls, cracked floors they invite me in, but i can not let myself fall through, not again, there is no safety net this time, its all or nothing, and i wont let myself down, but if the chance i may faulter, and i see myself fall, i will bring everything down, youll see this city crumble, i will take it all.

seabound;

i gave my hand, i gave my heart, i gave everything, i'll end this life, start over and begin, my life seabound, just the wind, the waters, just the loss and me.i have searched these waters for something to hold, for anything.in a world so fucking serious my life is an ocean of laughter, i have my waves and my breeze, i have my cold nights, its my everything.setting my anchor in the depths, in my so cherished waters, i will plot my plans and read over my maps, seabound with a fucking smile.

destroyer of worlds;

this looked longer lasting then this,
i brought myself to think of you,
as more than a destroyer of worlds,
but the creator of mine,
i was left with nothing,
but these vast lands,
empty cities after another,
but you live on moving,
from one universe to the next,
with my blood on your hands.
why did you let me,
build this up so tall?
with nothing in mind,
but how far it would fall
never again!
will i give myself!
and never will i,
trust in you.
oh time really does heal all scars,
but believe me when i say,
ill leave you with a few,
that nothing will remove.
never again!

wolves;

I continuously find myself surrounded by wolves, just biting away at me, taking bits piece by piece, and in the end nothing really matters.
Yous are dogs and this friendship it doesnt really mean shit as there are much more "important" things on your mind, i cant stand to fight for something that means so much to me when it really its just nothing but a memory to you, what we had was fucking great and you have torn it down, you were my fucking world and now i tear it down.
This is no nightmare, its you and me.
Your just a one line act, come on and do your part, this has all been done and all rehearsed, empty hallways they haunt us both and you fucking lost along with hope. It would be pointless to try and fix this situation as im nothing but meat to you.
Just another piece to take a bite of, just another friendship to wave goodbye to.

set the anchor;

While you hold my heart,And grasps my hand,I am an endevouring ship,I have conquered the seas,And found new lands,But without you here,Keeping me afloat,This vessel it wont mean shit.
I load these cannons,For the day you leave,As ill destroy it all,And drain the seas,These waves will crash,For the very last time,
I set anchors in your eyes,And i glance across your endless skies,I have never felt so alone,But here i discover that i am home.
I have these waters in my arms,And i feel the desire to hold more,Zeus i challenge you for the wind,The land and all the occupants,You will bow to your greatest fears,You will fucking bow as i am here,
Oh lay your head and rest here dear,These oceans theyll hold you close,And my air will keep you breathing,Never will i leave your sight,Because i am the horizon darling.

dreams;

Too many nights wasted, too much blood shed to give up on you, clouds have settled over my head for many weeks past and i have learnt to live with it, these walls that they make wont keep me from you and the same thing goes for these dragons surrounding you, give it three days my dear, you'll be out with me hand in hand, forever we will reign, forever strong we will stand. This tower your locked in could be galaxies away, id still search and find you, ill find a way. Nothing is too much. I will find a way to give you the wings the only thing you truely lack, as it would be the one thing keeping you down, holding you back, as your my angel and you deserve to be free, for you, id do anything, ill sink seas and ill lift the earth, into something greater, as you deserve more than this could ever offer but i give all i can and although it would never be enough, to do my best is all i want to do, ill keep you safe, my ultimate quest and ill bleed for you a thousand years to keep you warm and safe from tears, nothing will dim this light, nothing will break whats you and me. Ill chase the clouds for all to see, what you truely are and what your really worth, diamonds, gold, pearls and all are nothing to the beauty in your eyes, they match the stars, you complete my life.